"Know that your mistakes do not define you. You are not your past. You are not the limitations you put upon yourself. You are free. In this very moment, despite outward appearances you are free indeed. Know this. Live from this higher choice. I have created you to create. I have not create to 'uncreate'. To uncreate is to allow the creation process to cease. This is going against the natural flow of who and what you are as a child of the most high. Know that I honor your existence, for it is through your existence that I have come to truly know my self in grander and grander conception. Believe this, I have not come unto you today to lead you in circles that go nowhere. You are on the path to greatness. You are about to achieve more than you have ever possibly dreamed in your life to be possible. Those whom I speak to, who are open enough to hear and fully 'receive' my messages will know this to be truth. This is just a friendly reminder from your 'best friend'. There is no shame in honesty. Do not come to me carrying anything less than a vision of worthiness for yourself. Yes, I accept you the way you are, but know that I do not perceive you as anything less than God Myself. You are on your way. Things that have been hidden are about to be revealed to you. Know the hour of your 'miracle' is upon you. Smile, my beloved! All is well!" -Goddess

thank you brother Dave :)

Hey all!

SINCE it's sooo close to Earth Day (only my faaavorite holiday of the year! haha!) i thought i would take the time to direct all of you beautiful lovely people to Doreen and Grant (her son) Virtue's website called Take Action Angels... all about helping the environment. (leave it to the fairy to bring this one up! lol!)

http://www.takeactionangels.org/

there are all kinnnnds of awesome tips and really cool guidance about helping the Earth, the animals, wow, it's the best! thank you Grant and Doreen for this incredible creation and wonderful opportunity, i am more than happy to share it with everyone here who may not know about it.

takeactionangels.org/Site/Cl...ere.html

this may be a long post but it's soooo worth it!!

i have a beautiful story to tell you all!

i take the city bus to school and on my home i pass the YMCA i worked at over the summer... and i was walking along the fence, talking with the kids, and then i was walking down the fence more, and more kids came up and this one boy shouts out 'we're helping clean the EARTH!' all proud of himself and i was so excited that he said that hahah, i was like 'you are??? THANK YOU!' i was just so thankful that a kid was talking about that, and i realized that they had been talking about Earth Day, and i said 'thank you, i really appreciate that! you know who else appreciates that? the trees appreciate that! you see the trees? and the grass thanks you, the flowers thank you, and all of Earth thanks you, and i thank you!, beacuse you are keeping it so pretty! thank you so much!' and i was about to say 'Mother Earth' lol but i didn't but anyway it was sooo cute! and today i was walking to school and the same boy was there and i asked if he was still keeping the Earth pretty and he said 'YEAH!' haha i was like 'SWEET! Thank you!' i was walking away saying 'keep Being Love, little brother!' haha!

I hope you all HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, BRILLIANT EARTH DAY EVERRRRR!!!!
and remember to see this BEAUTIFUL New Earth with eyes of LOVE! she loves this, we are all here to be conscious Co-Creators of this beautiful New Earth! it is SUCH a beautiful gift to honor and bless this beautiful Earth we live on, to see her in thie highest light we possibly can! to recognize that it is best to see Gaia as beautfiul, perfect, whole, and complete, and Spiritually Whole and Healed and one with all! essentially to see Earth's Divine perfection, and see it reflected back into us! with all the talk of fear going on around the world..... we can transform in love.

so i encourage everyone to get outside tomorrow (and today and every day!) and hug a tree (or five! like i do every day haha!) and just completely bless te Earth and see her in the HIGHEST LIGHT POSSIBLE and know that ALL IS WELL and Gosh we just live on the most beautiful planet!

hahaha i am sure you guys can see how excited i am about Earth Day and i hope that some of it is rubbing off on you guys.... because this kind of thing is truly infectious in the best way possible, it's all connected.....

when you are treating the Earth with respect, you are treating yourself with respect, and recoginzing the God/dess light within you!!!

so it's time to send LOVE and be LOVE! and if you have kids you can hug trees with them too and hang out outside tomorrow, just remember to drink lots of water!

thank you all for Being with me and i know you all are divine angels in my life! thank you for helping me transform into the Light and Love that I Am!

peace and love brothers and sisters, LET'S BE LOVE WITH THIS EARTH and stand as One!! let's visualize and attract perfect Oneness and all great things with this Earth! she loves us, let's show her love back! divine circulation and divine order is so fully in effect........ i love you all! angel and FAIRY blessings! it's time to hold the Earth in the Light!
your sister Eva

HAVE A BLISSED OUT EARTH DAY!
annnnd there is a beautiful slogan i have seen that i want to share: MAKE EVERY DAY EARTH DAY!

flowinggg down the river of love.... into the sunlight of bliss... walking into the rainbow where all is divine and the sunshine falls on my shoulders, my wings are hidden but never forgotten, love falls on my feet, i soak in every drop, embracing the light and all of Creation, i am here In This New in this Now to embrace a new Heaven...

and Heaven is Here and Now...

the flowers the petals the sunshine flows... all is Creation, everything goes... and all is beautiful all is LOVE, especially you especially me especially the embrace of us both with the All with the One with the unity ~ chakras are spinning the wheels are flowing the light is surpassing the highest of heights the brightest of lights i can feel it glide through me like the sunlight hitting the trees, I AM the subtle breeze of love. be love with me. merkabah carry me carry me breathe me in deeper... release the separation embrace the congregration enhance communication surrender trepidation exhale dilapidation grace every nation with the possibility and the knowledge that the love is all there is, and the possibilities are endless, once you realise You are all you need, and ALL IS LOVE.


words of re-memberance from your sister Eva


at 1:11

Send love to all of your families
Plant love in all of your fields
Give love to all of the children
LOVE is all that is Real
LOVE is all that is Real
LOVE is all that is Real
LOVE is all that is Real

This love will carry us
Far beyond this world
To the Great Central Sun
Ooh, this love will open us
Like a million fractals
Singing songs
That elevate and link us to the One!

Thank you +Elijah- for your beautiful music and lyrics. I love you eternally brother. Thank you to everyone in the Band of Light. I love you all so much! I am with you in spirit in Hawaii.

Love is all that is Real.

I AM,

http://www.bandoflight.net/sounds.html

i am so blessed!!!! and so grateful and happy and excited for this new segment of my life! THANK YOU God/dess and the angels and everyone else (believe me, i know there are many of you and i bless and thank and love every One of you! thank you for helping me open to receive)

here's another reason i am happy: the woman who wants to buy the diesel we have wants to convert it to vegetable oil! Gosh, i wasn't even thinking about that when i was doing my intentions! i mean, God has provided and sustained for me in ways above and beyond my highest imaginings! and that actually was what i intended! i am sooo happy she wants to help the environment in that way. she has a diesel back in California and she is loving, peaceful, and nice. the transaction was and is so easy, i can't even believe it, but really i can because that is EXACTLY what i asked for!

even better , her name is Layne and her best friend's name is Eva, and my name is Eva (hi!) and my best friend's name is Laine (yay i love you Laine!) -- and once i heard that and the vegetable oil thing, i knew it was Divinely guided to me and this was the car i am supposed to have. that was another thing i asked, was that i would know from obvious signs that this was the right car for me to have. and i do. thank you angels and fairies and everyone else! :) even as recently as a few days ago, i was anxious about how and when i would get the car and i did a reading on myself and i knew i had to give it to the Universe because i knew i was getting it soon and i had to get myself out of the way and i just completely gave it to God and cut the cords..... ! i just amazed at how Divinely this has been manifesting!

i already love the car. it is sparkly!

i love life! thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you! you know who you are ;)

and i know exactly what sticker i am putting on the back of my car, the first sticker:

i am exactly where i need to be
www.amysteinberg.net  

www.myspace.com/amysteinberg 
 

i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am a blessing manifest, and
i can undress the moment
n a k e d time unwinds beneath my mind
and from within i find the kind of beauty
only i can find

i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am surrendering so willingly
to be the perfect me inside this now
and truly, how else could it be
Destiny, She blesses me
Destiny, She blesses me

and when i try to fight or run
i only wind up back at square one
and when i think i know what's best for me
Fate, She takes me back
to exactly where i need to be

i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am divinely timed and shining brightly
yes, i believe that there's a purpose just for me
yes, i believe that we are light
and we shine infinitely

i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am not aimlessly existing, see
i am in perfect harmony with universal energy
and i am truly free when i accept my own divinity

look at me, look at me closely
tell me exactly what you see
if you are paying attention you will now begin ascension of the mind
why? because if you look at me just right you will see a kiss
for it took a kiss to make this breath exist
the intersection of my mother's and father's lips
to touch, twist, and perfect what came next to produce me
as look at me and you will see the breeze
the breeze it took to shake the leaves to make
my mother's hair move, my father dare touch it and say
please may i have a kiss?
yes, the breeze made me exist
and if you want to get even deeper into this right now
you will look at me and see a big ol' cloud
the cloud it took to form the storm to make the breeze to shake the leaves to
inspire the liplock - yes, a raindrop will pop up out these words
you heard me right
if you look at me close enough you will see a dark stormy night
and what is night without it's polar opposite of sunlight
so if you watch the way my hands sway
you'll see the light of day
and everyday is a testament to the sediment of the earth's core
its ever spinning enormous force so when you look at me just right
you will see *a spark* of the source
but the most fascinating thing about this, and it's true
is that if you look at me just right, you see you

it's only what you perceive, how you believe the space between
you and me
that creates reality

so when i sing you can feel it
when i cry you can heal it
when i speak words you can be the words i speak by singing with me
peace love free
peace love free
peace love free

and when i try to fight or run
i only wind up back at square one
and when i think i know what's best for me
Fate, She takes me back
to exactly where i need to be

and when i am alone and full of fear
i just remember the rising sun always appears
and everyday miracles that i see
well they take me back to exactly where i need to be

i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am a blessing manifest

- Amy Steinberg, 2006

We Are Here

How could you ever be more than you are?
Will you ever see how bless-ed you are?
Similarities between your soul and a star
You are always free to call up the name of the One that You Are

Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
This is your sacred name
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
Mother Mary, Saint Germain
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
Still climbing, will I reach the peak?
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
You are that which you seek

Yes, we,
We Are Here to bring some Heaven down
And We Are Here
To spread the love around

And we are here to activate the grail
And we are here to praise the whales

Praise!
(Gotta praise 'em)

Praise the Mother, Praise the Son
Praise the whales in the ocean
I think it's time that we open our eyes
And take a look around and see through the lies
So many beautiful things will arise
If we keep our feet on the ground and lift up our heads as we reach for the sky

Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
This is your sacred name
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
Mother Mary, Saint Germain
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
Still climbing, will I reach the peak?
Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am That I Am
You are that which you seek

Yes, we
We are here to bring some Heaven down
And we are here to spread the love around
And we are to activate the grail
And we are here to praise the whales

Praise!
(Gotta praise 'em)

We, we are here
To bring some Heaven down
And we are here to spread the love around
And we are here to activate the grail
And we are here to praise the whales...

We Are Here

+Elijah- is one of my dear and beloved friends with some of the highest vibrations I have ever felt, and over the past year and a half, I sure have felt a lot of them (I don't mean to put you on the spot here, brother!)! He is one of the most inspiring indigos I have ever met! He was featured in one of my favorite movies, The Indigo Evolution, which is where I heard of him. He wholy influences my heart chakra to expand. And I really connect with all of his music which is awesome because once you hear it, you'll understand how/that his life purpose is music. You may even be able to feel the sprout of love blooming within you, the way I do when I listen. :) Happy listening!

I love you, brother! Synchromystery and synchromastery and love all around.

If you wanna buy his cd with his band called Band of Light or listen to his/their music, go to http://bandoflight.net/
Or if you just want to go directly to the amazing music (I would recommend all of the songs, but especially the first four. 'We Are Here' is number two. I love all the others!), you can go here: http://www.bandoflight.net/sounds.html

Peace to you!

I love you all! THank you for listening! Thank you my dear brother +Elijah-!!! I love you!!!

In the Holy Now with all of my precious friends here at Gaia/Zaadz,
Your sister Eva

Joyfully (Come on, let's play!)

Life is a joy
It's a joy to be here
To be uplifted
By every blossoming flower
Who looks towards the sun
And say, "Let's dance!"

Life is a joy
Pick me up, love
Let me see the sparkles
The sparkles in the skies
The sparkles in your eyes
The sparkles around every being every flower every One

All I wanna do is dance
In recognition of Your Presence
Of My Presence
Of Our Presence
Of PRESENCE

All I wanna do is sing
Not just praises
- Just sing!
Feel these vibrations throughout my body
Celebrate!   Celebrate!   Celebrate!
Just be carefree
Just be free and dance with the wind
Free my mind

Joyfully

Are you Joyful?
Let's dance!

Your vibrant greens
Transform and transmute
Even the greyest of skies
And turn them into purples and rainbows
Everything just makes me want to dance!
Everything just makes me want to create
Everything just makes me want to Be

to stand in the center of this magnificent creation
We call Earth
And let in the light,
Let the light in!
Into my cells into my pores Into the orifices
And I am now swimming in your glory
With the dolphins and the whales
Swimming in your glory
With a sparkle in me
And I know I am blessed beyond my greatest and highest measures
And I know I am surrounded, I am guided, I am guarded with Your Love

And this Stream of Well-being flows
This Stream of Well-being flows
It sends chills all throughout my body
Because it feels so good to be Alive

It feels so good to flow with You
With Me
With Oneness
This pink light is extraordinary
I surround myself, I give myself love
And in giving myself love
I am giving You love

Moving like a fish in your glorious sea
My beauty is With Me always
My beauty shines and radiates
This is my very own gift to myself
This is Love
This is Light
This is Peace

This is radiance, vibrance, this is OM, gratitude
This is Oneness
This is Joy

Come on, let's play!   let's play!

October 4, 2007
surely inspired by my fairies

(two flow(ers))

transmission from Sunchild to a-n-other Radiant One:

two flowers
waft-ing gently in the wind
flow
love
deep oneness
appreciation
every petal is bright light
every movement is love
every mo(ve)ment is love

gratitude (for, you exist, for i exist, for we exist, for All exists, love is beautiful, love is A-live)
abundance
love, deeply
for you, deeply
for me, deeply
for 1+1=1

flower children
yes, we are flower children
let us play twogether!
can you also feel the sunLight, love?

i feel like a flower flowing in the wind, she says
flow with me

with Love and in Love

May 21, 2007

written for and inspired by my amazing former boyfriend Daniel... thank you Daniel for our growth!

I start this entry in a state of gratitude. Not even fifteen minutes ago, I walked into my room, ready to wash my face, to wash off the days' events that may not have been for my highest good. But I was stalled in this process. Here's how it goes down.

I reach out my hand to turn the water on in the near-dark and gasp in surprise as I see a 1 1/2-2 inch spider sitting there, staring up at me. My initial reaction is to back away, which I immediately do. I try to calm myself down. I turn the closet light on to get a better look, squinting at the little insect as if I am coming face to face with my own shadow -- but this is not good enough for me. I wince at the thought of turning my bathroom light on, which I realize would expose my fears further out in the open. I have never had much of a phobia of spiders. I feel there is something much bigger than myself and this spider going on.

Face to face with the spider and my heart racing, I spin around to reach the light switch, afraid as I turn that I may get bitten. Only afterwards do I realize how ridiculous this claim is. As I am turning the top light on, I remember some words I once felt and heard from Archangel Michael: once I face my fears, they dissipate into Divinity, where they ultimately came from.

I take a deep breath and eye the spider, intuitively and empathically noticing and feeling that this spider is just as afraid, if not more afraid, to be in my presence. This spider, I realize, is scared for its life. I ask God/Goddess, the angels, and Jesus to help me see this spider not just as a spider, but as part of me and I as part of it, to help me see God in this spider -- to see its Divine spark. I think to myself, "This gives me such a great opportunity to be and live love in action!" just as I had been listening to Wayne Dyer speak about this morning.

I center and balance myself in the positive life force energy of God. I feel safe. Now it's time to practice being love. I feel love and light extending out of my hands and I telepathically gesture to this spider that it is okay, that I am here with my hands out because I want to help it and love it. I tell this spider how grateful I am for its being a messenger and giving me such an immense opportunity to face my fears, face my shadows, and practice love, to truly be love and gratitude in action. "Bless you, spider," I think. "Thank you so much." The spider lies motionless, and I am not sure if it because it is relaxed or because it is still afraid I will capture and crush it. But I am far too empathic for that.

I continue breathing and sending white, pink, and rainbow light to this beautiful little creature that has already taught me more in fifteen minutes than I have learned in my whole day. I feel blessed to be a part of this interaction. I feel blessed to truly know that I am ONE with this spider. I pray to God sincerely and quickly, "Please help me to see this animal as neither inferior nor superior to me. Please help me to send it Your love and the peace and gratitude in my body and help it to know I am not going to hurt it -- I just don't want any more spiders or animals besides my dogs in my room. But I am blessed."

And now as I stand here still looking at the spider as it contemplates going back into the hole (the sink) from whence it came, after its many unsuccessful attempts at crawling up the sink. And I smile and peacefully send it love, eternally grateful for this beautiful exchange of energy that I have permitted to flow through and into my life. God bless you, spider. I love you, and thank you so much for helping me face my shadow. Merry meet and merry part. Be blessed always in the love of God and Goddess. You are healed completely, you are whole, you are divine perfection. And so it is.

Your sister in life, in gratitude,
Eva

The Music Lives: What It Means to Be a Hanson Fan

By: Eva

Being a Hanson fan is not the easiest thing in the world. And believe me, this comes from someone who knows what they're talking about. I have been a Hanson fan for ten and a half, almost eleven years now. Now I know you may be thinking to yourself: "Hanson? You mean they're not girls?" or "Hanson? You mean they're really not dead?" Oh, please. They are so much more than that! And nearly nothing in my life comes close to the day this past October when I got to meet them here in Savannah.

First you have to imagine what it is like to be a Hanson fan. It has been nearly eleven years since I was finally able to get my hands on Hanson's first album Middle of Nowhere, torturing my family with "MMMBop," a song I overzealously clung to until the rest of the album came out. Hanson was the first thing I could really call my own, wholeheartedly. I was eleven years old. I had never liked anything with so much passion. I fell in love with those cute, blonde brothers from Tulsa, OK, a place suddenly put on the map because of them. Suddenly I was placed in a Hanson universe.

I fell in love with that silly little orange CD, listened to it over and over (and over, to my family's dismay), memorized all of the lyrics, bragged about how awesome and talented my favorite band was, despite merciless teasing from day one. Zipping past the California Redwoods on road trips, in my Hanson-plastered room, in doodles at school, in the sticky movie theater, it was always Hanson, respectively known as Zac, Taylor, and Isaac. Everything could be related to be them in my mind. Some would have called me obsessed. Okay, I was obsessed.

As the years went on, I grew older and slowly matured - but not without taking Hanson and their music with me every step of the way. And although I slowly grew out of the "I'm an 11 year old Hanson fan" stage, and although everyone in my life determined - prayed, really - it was all a phase, they had no idea.

Granted, I had already seen them four times all across the country, once even in Tulsa, their hometown. Granted, I already had all of their albums and listened to them constantly, even at 20 and 21 years of age. But when I heard they were coming to Savannah in October of this past year, everything in my life turned upside down. I knew I had to meet them. I had been manifesting and preparing for this moment for ten and a half years; nothing was going to stop me now! I manifested in my mind for an entire month and created detailed situations in which I knew I would meet them and left the rest of it to the Universe.

And lo and behold, October 17^th rolled around and I went to WTOC and met them at the Morning Show. I can honestly this is one of the happiest moments of my life. At this point, I truly knew I create my own Universe. I knew I could manifest anything and everything I wanted, including meeting my favorite band. I am still giddy and beyond overjoyed just thinking about the whole thing. Their music truly lives and is branded in a constant loop in my heart. I am so grateful they, three amazing musicians from Oklahoma, are in my life and I respect them and their music now until forever. Sound corny? Well, the melody is in my veins. Until you listen to their music or find something you really love, you may never understand it like I do. But I think I quite like it that way. Life is just better this way.